Argh… sumpek sumpek sumpek!!! Kenapa seh gwa akhir” ini. I tried to let it flow… but seems like its getting harder to just let it all flowing …

Apa artinya kaki, bila kau tak berjalan
Apa artinya mata, bila tak tatap masa depan
Apa arti bermimpi, bila kau tak melangkah
Apa arti kesempatan, bila semua terlalu jelas

Bondan ft. Fade 2 Black – Ekspresikan

Yeah, I’ve been dreaming for too long.. way too long.

Hujan, lagi… confuse… lagi… argh, aku bener” gak ngerti. Terlintas dipikiranku soal kematanganku menghadapi hidup. I’m 20 now, and I’m still blabbering around about my past T.T

That small light I was talking about. Its finally coming. I can grasp its warmth, tapi disisi lain, I lost another light, cahaya kecil yang selama ini jadi cahaya paling terang dikehidupanku. I feel empty. Gak ngerti deh, bener-bener stuck. Ato aku aja yang terlalu larut. Duh bingung..!!

What the heck is going on with me…